Corre

So run, run away love

You were always the faster of us two

Take everything what you want and, just go away now

——《¡Corre!》by Jesse and Joy。

Corre 从西班牙文翻译成英文是 Run 的意思，奔跑。

今晚以后，一个星期多的吃饱睡，睡饱吃的生活又要按下暂停键，

回到原先的忙碌。

假期嘛，就是沉淀自己，然后为现状划下很多问号，

在没有头绪的情况下把别人也无法解答的疑问给统统塞进背包里，

启程。

因为买错机票的关系，跟儿时一起长大的忠正一起搭上飞机，比别人早一些些回到宿舍。

一路上有伴的感觉是好的，只是一踏进房间，一个人的时候还是会觉得害怕。

想到又要回到轨道上，我还是会害怕。

于是，这几天都把吉他拿出来把玩，叮叮咚咚，上网找自己喜欢的歌谱，自己弹弹唱唱。

间中还跟亲爱的 Skype ，一个在家乡，一个在台北，半夜不知死地大声唱。

学了两个月的吉他，算是自己的一个小成就 :)

最近一所国立大学的一名大学三年级医科学生因不堪压力，在想不开的情况下选择结束自己的一生。

我想，在做那选择之前，他也是迷失的吧。

他父母失去了他，而他所失去的，不只是生命而已，而是让自己继续奔跑下去的理由吧。

课业的压力和父母的不理解，那天听朋友提起说他是个不爱说话的孩子，他从那一开始就被安排好的跑道，任性地离开了。

其余的故事我也不想说下去，只是想说，很多事情看来是没有选择的权利，不过其实在乎你从哪个角度去切割——

就像摄影，明明同样是同个风景为什么他人摄下的那一幕会让你停止呼吸，而从自己的相簿里看见的，不就是一棵树。

就像一首歌，为什么你听着别人唱的时候你哭了，别人却当作不一回事觉得那只是一首歌，听多少次都觉得煽情。

在 Youtube 看到一部短片《Colours》。有时间请点击去看看下 :)

Kept in our hearts, with the sound nullified by the distance.
The same goes for our abandoned talents, it's in our hearts, but it's too far to be heard.
And we are left longing for the good times we had and cursing ourselves for going down the wrong road.

好像明白了一点什么。

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至于 Corre 这首歌，先是听到 Boyce Avenue 翻唱的版本，

下载后反复听着，每一次都有哭的冲动。

我不知道这是什么魔力，明明就不明白西班牙文，不明白在唱着什么。

不过听着就觉得很难过。

Boyce Avenue Cover Version:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFsPCJatbL8

【Youtube 被该死的大学网络 block 着了，下次再放进来】

原唱 Corre by Jesse and Joy:

http://a.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxlkj2wo6S1r1nzs5o1.mp3

翻译歌词：

You look me differently
you hug me and I don't feel your warmth anymore
I tell you what I feel
you interrupt me and finishs the clause
You are always right
Youuu ...the same words as always , so predictable
I already .... Know it

Choir))
So that run, run heart
you were always the faster of us two
take everything what you want but go away now
because I'll never give you my tears , So that run and don't look back
you've already done this and the truth I don't give a shit
I lived this escene and what a pity
but today I tell you No no with me

I gave what I could , but my heart stayed at mid door
Youuu... the same words again so repetitive
it doesn't fit you well

So that run run heart
you are always the faster of us two , take everything what you want but go away now
because I'll never give you my tears , So that run and don't look back
you've already done this and the truth I don't give a shit
youuu.... the same dog the same tricks
I already kno it

So that run run heart
you are always the faster of us two , take everything what you want but go away now ,
because I'll never give you my tears
there have so many good byes and the truth dedicate another verse is unnecessary

So that run as you always that I don't go behind
you've already done and the truth I don't give a shit
you've already done it and the truth I don't give a shit
you've already done it and the truth I don't give a shit